good morning.
i damn the whole world one day.
Succumbed the self indulgence now.. i faced the consequences. Disastrous living in the city like moscow no chance for good ecology air, water, solar.. through the winter of darkness and a week of sunshine by 3-4month.
Considering in my imagination the movie i want to make and produce, i've a clear idea of the scenario but not going to write it here.. for staying for my own copyright.
Now i want to write down few tracks again and make new music. I've wanted a bit positve downtempo electronic like 9lazy9, two long swordsmen. FILABRASILIA
Fila is great sounds with acoustic instruments - the guys are talanted about melodics tracks.. one of the most favourite project.
Second i've been adding a few layers on paintings since i wake up.. No much changed with tones and colours of background buildings as i wanted 'em to paint. probably to wet for new layer.. got to wait until it dry a few days maybe week.
this looks not like i wanted now.. for no reasons probably wet, wet for new layers..
Plenty of my time.. i've to prepare PC for music creation, canvass to make i got feelng everytime i've losing time on preparation but not touched the real deals... like paiting Rembrandt study imprimature of Caravaggio and many probably i keep in my head.
I feel i'm 40 but only today got a clear image of what i capable to do.
1.PAINTINGS
2.WRITING MUSIC
3.MAKING FILMS
4.BOOKS and i forget i also engineered a number of bbuildings and waterfacilities
Do i planned to engineered the watersupply and pumping facilities, watewater, conditioning etc..
yes i enjoyed my professional duties. but not for the wage i'm offered when in NY my work for mechanical eng. costs 4-5k.$ and here i'm offered 1k which is immediately spent on food. and transport and finally the job is really boredome about countings by water discharge/hourly/daily by calculator and for quite difficulty Russian standarts.
NO.. this job should be payed at least 3700K. if you doing things very boredom like projects which i describes... mainly componies wants to make it by single specialist they invited and it became very doubtly mistaken..
THEY ALWAYS WANT TO CUT ENGINEER SALARY... they don't want to pay.. they prefer to steal themselfs their money.
LET THEM DO THEIR COUNTINGS THEMSELFS.
I ENJOY ART.. beeing artist in RUSSIA IS VERY VERY DECENT WORK
CAUSE YOU'RE WORKING NOT FOR MONEY BUT FOR CLEAN ART...
you know nobody is going to pay.. and 90% of people could understand what you're doing and why.
Well, i'm keeping to sport exercise today again.. this is life this is struggle for survival.
Now.. you should understand why the people like us.. win the ww2 here. When we fight alone until 1944 when only America became an antifascist coalition.. because before they don't care a fuck.. a bet they'd be happy to know Hitler invade the Moscow..
THERE'S NO WIN FOR THEM IT'S MY WIN THE 9MAY.
PEOPLE LIKE ME WINNERS.
i damn the whole world one day.
Succumbed the self indulgence now.. i faced the consequences. Disastrous living in the city like moscow no chance for good ecology air, water, solar.. through the winter of darkness and a week of sunshine by 3-4month.
Considering in my imagination the movie i want to make and produce, i've a clear idea of the scenario but not going to write it here.. for staying for my own copyright.
Now i want to write down few tracks again and make new music. I've wanted a bit positve downtempo electronic like 9lazy9, two long swordsmen. FILABRASILIA
Fila is great sounds with acoustic instruments - the guys are talanted about melodics tracks.. one of the most favourite project.
Second i've been adding a few layers on paintings since i wake up.. No much changed with tones and colours of background buildings as i wanted 'em to paint. probably to wet for new layer.. got to wait until it dry a few days maybe week.
this looks not like i wanted now.. for no reasons probably wet, wet for new layers..
Plenty of my time.. i've to prepare PC for music creation, canvass to make i got feelng everytime i've losing time on preparation but not touched the real deals... like paiting Rembrandt study imprimature of Caravaggio and many probably i keep in my head.
I feel i'm 40 but only today got a clear image of what i capable to do.
1.PAINTINGS
2.WRITING MUSIC
3.MAKING FILMS
4.BOOKS and i forget i also engineered a number of bbuildings and waterfacilities
Do i planned to engineered the watersupply and pumping facilities, watewater, conditioning etc..
yes i enjoyed my professional duties. but not for the wage i'm offered when in NY my work for mechanical eng. costs 4-5k.$ and here i'm offered 1k which is immediately spent on food. and transport and finally the job is really boredome about countings by water discharge/hourly/daily by calculator and for quite difficulty Russian standarts.
NO.. this job should be payed at least 3700K. if you doing things very boredom like projects which i describes... mainly componies wants to make it by single specialist they invited and it became very doubtly mistaken..
THEY ALWAYS WANT TO CUT ENGINEER SALARY... they don't want to pay.. they prefer to steal themselfs their money.
LET THEM DO THEIR COUNTINGS THEMSELFS.
I ENJOY ART.. beeing artist in RUSSIA IS VERY VERY DECENT WORK
CAUSE YOU'RE WORKING NOT FOR MONEY BUT FOR CLEAN ART...
you know nobody is going to pay.. and 90% of people could understand what you're doing and why.
Well, i'm keeping to sport exercise today again.. this is life this is struggle for survival.
Now.. you should understand why the people like us.. win the ww2 here. When we fight alone until 1944 when only America became an antifascist coalition.. because before they don't care a fuck.. a bet they'd be happy to know Hitler invade the Moscow..
THERE'S NO WIN FOR THEM IT'S MY WIN THE 9MAY.
PEOPLE LIKE ME WINNERS.
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